mommychaos

I don't know how to describe it because my body isn't aching, it's just restless. I have a hard time sitting down for long enough to even eat so sleeping is out of the question. I usually get too tired to think at about three in the morning and I wake up with the same restless feeling four hours later.

I'm so tired but I'm fine. I do what I have to do but it all feels like chores since all I really want to do is to sleep. My little man is all that's not a chore strangely enough. He makes me feel that I'm good at one thing at least; being a mother. And that's huge.